67 Yet not my will, but Yours be done

Haven't been blogging in ages.

For a moment, I was torn between revealing things on social media (you guys know I used to be very involved in Churpchurp and Nuffnang) and trying to maintain a good untraceable record since I'm going to start apply for work internships. So, I chose to start writing down my thoughts into journals. It's only till recently one of my loyal supporters (might also be the only few who reads this space haha) asked me if I blogged (albeit having to struggle and read through all my horrible grammar) and after some chitchat I guess here I am back. 

I like blogging. I like penning down my thoughts (since I really just have so many of them) but it's always been such a spur-in-the-moment kind of thing (there's really countless number of drafts in my blog dashboard) and you just have to get the right mood and feel to be penning down all the thoughts you know? Like debate with myself. I really wish I could be more reflective like some of my friends, how they can express themselves so eloquently about the things (a lot, of things) happening in life or just very very interesting in expressing themselves.

Life at my side has been pretty interesting I guess. Okay nope not really. For those who've not asked, I'm currently doing an accounting degree back in Malaysia. Initially, I've had my doubts bout coming back here to study but honestly, praise the Lord that I really enjoy my course. I've taken 2 papers so far, and finishing my foundation by this December this year before proceeding to take another year of papers and then internship/work, and I find that I'm still not very stressed and rather intrigued by what I'm studying (ie finding it much more meaningful/purposeful/realistic than A levels). Honestly think that it's one of the most practical accounting degrees around so if any of you juniors want to know more, you can just contact me via Facebook and Twitter :)

So the pros of coming home to study:

• Practical degree
  (ignoring the long terrible timetable ie 8-3pm Accounting, 3.15 - 5.30 Law schedules. Lecturers wise, some are good some are like, props. Then again, that's the same everywhere?)
  
  
  
  However, I would also like to point out that being in college might not change things for me - loads of rules and teachers threatening to call you parents but hey! You have friends who will make breakfast in the middle of class in front of your lecturer lololol.
  
  

  
  
  Another worthy mention was how this girl and I figured that a Thursday rainy morning class wasn't for us and went to have breakfast and heart to heart talks
• Getting to drive to school
  (ignoring having to wake up at 6/6.30am to beat the massive jam that can result in you wasting at least 30 minutes of your life, and trying to safe yourself from the havoc/half-awake drivers from the road)



• New friends new environment
  
  
  
  (It was national day in church, don't judge. We're a pretty good mix of multi racial ain't we hehehhe)
• Being around my parents and hence spending more time (by default...?)
  Would consider posting photos of them but naah it's too dangerous so yeap.
  
• Food
  
  

  
  
  
  

  
  
  Road trips around the area in pursuit of good food is one of my favourite things to do, and as I am speaking I am thinking of a certain chocolate cake that I can't get anytime soon... There's just so many varieties and unexplored places to be unlocked but so little time!!

Now the cons of coming home to study:

• Food
  
  
  You see, I live in an area nearer to KL called Cheras, and since school is in Subang, most of my friends live around there. And thus people hang out there more, and whenever I have cravings, I have to trouble half the state just to get to it - I kid you not I used to drive there to have pan mee for lunch. In my defense, I think it's really good. The I-don't-like-runny-egg-yolk-but-I-add-it-into-my-pan-mee good.

  
  
  This is how it looks like FYI.
  
  Then again, only a handful of you will know that I don't like runny egg yolks. I also happen to only know what food is nice there, so now when you ask me for food recommendations I can bring you to two places near my house and another 10 places in the Subang area. Cause school and Eugene is there so yeah.
  
  
  
  Really really good fishhead noodles that's only RM10 and humongous (I think the bowl can cover half of my head) - it's so good it lures him to my area for me heheheh
  
  
  But food in KL > food in Singapore in general so you should all come to visit me.
  
  
  Throwback to that day we waited for pork noodles for one whole hour?! In its defense it's pretty good but still, one /whole/ hour...
  
  Another thing I've been whining a lot about is my Black Forest Island Creamery ice cream/ Chocolate Rum Awfully Chocolate cake/ 3 Inch Sin Baileys' lava cake/ Table Manners/ Chinatown fried chicken ramen/ Steph's parents cooking/ Jane Thai's Tomyum and Green Curry and the list goes on. I honestly really miss the alcoholic ice cream/cakes I can have - Udders has a spectacular range <disclaimer: I am not an alcoholic.> and my cravings all just has to be at least 330km away from me. Boohoohoo. And someone just told me he's bringing me for Chocolate Bailey's cake after his exam so wheeee! That is if he remembers, that is. 

In this photo, I shall preview two of my closest friends that I have right now.
The crazy women that keep me insane and happy so far :)

Them being them lololol. 

• New friends new environment
  
  Back here people think I'm really weird with the Singaporean lingo like "As" cause here they call it "Ale", bit like the Red Indian chant but yeah that's fine. They also don't use "Macs", they say "MacDs". I guess I'm lucky to have found myself some close friends in college (like maybe 4?) but this tiny bit of me feels a little out of place in school because outside of college, I probably only have one or two Malaysian friends from primary. But now the number probably grew to like 10 yay me!
  
  Truth to be told, I really really miss all my friends back in Singapore, especially having a class to be with. Don't get the wrong idea, I do have (some) friends here but having to start over anew and getting to know everyone when they probably have other closer friends can be really tiring. Sometimes I walk in college I feel flooded out by the faces I don't know, and I wonder if I've became a reclusive old woman who just doesn't want to socialize and talk to people. Kind of weird/sad don't you think? I used to be super noisy (am still, with people I know) and friendly to everyone, feels like I've lost a part of me back there, or rather it just refuses to move on. The people I've met have actually hit the extremes. I've met really "interesting" characters, and I've also met people that make me want to love them more. One group of people I've been really thankful to have met is from cell/Democracy? (it's a Whatsapp group name, don't ask) and those are probably the closest friends I have (other than the 2 crazy women who made me drive to Rawang to have fish with them) but when I look back at my Facebook profile (which I coincidentally was doing) or scrolling through photos, I can't help but to feel a pang of sadness to not be able to be there for those that I hold close to my heart? Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for everyone to be able to get to where they are, pursuing the things they love/chose to love, but sometimes I question what would have happened if I chose to stay in Singapore to be with them. To be having university orientation (or actually have a university life because I've no co-curriculum now), to be living in halls, to be going crazy getting to know new people? Whenever my Whatsapp buzzes for a gathering, I can't be there even though I really want to be there, just feels like I've slowly faded into the background ifyougetwhatImean.
  
  Sometimes it's tiring to keep taking the initiative to talk to people, and I know because I've been there myself. "Will we really last?" is a question that often comes to my mind when I look at my group of friends all streaming into new social circles because I know we'll slowly all get busy. Truth to be told, I've agreed to meet a certain friend in 2020 to "catch up about life" but I'm not so sure if I want that anymore - I'll get overwhelmed by the awkwardness really. I've a friend who left for the States 4 years back, one that I've been really close to and even though he promised to keep in touch, he vanished - from social media. When he asked for dinner the last round I went down to Singapore, the whole night all I was thinking was "OMG I can't believe he is back." It just felt so surreal because he didn't contact anyone of us for 3 years+ and now he's back and asking for dinner. It was a great night catching up but I felt like I've changed. I felt that I was less trusting that these friendships will last because of how people promise to keep in touch but end up leaving without a word. While I do believe that true friends are those that you can sit down after ages of not meeting and pick up where you left up, I can't help but to slap myself awake with the fact that as we plunge ourselves into the society, the things we talk about and our thoughts/perceptions in life will change. It feels like my primary school gatherings - where I feel like there's always end up with awkward silences for a while and then we'll start reminiscing the past. Starting a conversation with someone is undoubtedly easy, it's the sustaining part that kills me because I really hate small talk. 
  
  Some may tell me that "it's better to have a handful of close friends than a huge number of acquaintances",  but something I know is that I've a handful of close friends that I miss back down in Singapore :'(
  
  
  
  
  I only have these few photos in my phone but fret not, you (who's reading this) is definitely in the list of people I miss :'( so do drop me a Whatsapp/Facebook message to hit me up! Would love to hear from youuuu and how's uni and how's life and so on
• Parents
  
  Like how Stephie puts it, "you need to learn how to survive with your parents like all of us did". It's true that my parents probably missed out watching us grow up during our teens, now it's as tough I'm a 13yo around them, just with a car I guess? Being around my parents was one of the more challenging things for me because I'm just so used to only having to be responsible for me only and just taking care of myself, now I've curfew(?) and I've to report my whereabouts because they will worry - which is reasonable and I've to help out with chores at home and buying lunch/dinner back and stuff. Dealing with my parents' emotions is the killer because it feels that they often tell me contradicting stuff (which is in some case good, for example when I got to drive fast when they were debating whether I should drive faster or slower than 110km/h.) One thing I haven't gotten used to is how my mum will tell me to study everytime she sees me, which troubles me a little because she gets a little pushy? Another thing is that how we're all so busy so dinner is really late (like 9pm late), and even though we're living in the same house I can end up not seeing my father for one whole week?
  
  One thing that I'm probably most unused to is having to ask for permission to go out HAHAH.
  Slowly working on the parents bit, after all we're all trying to get used to living under one roof, without tearing each other apart.
• Battling myself
  
  For those of you who have known me for a while, I think you get this feeling that I'm fighting myself a lot, especially having conflicting thoughts/being torn in between of decisions most of the time. And throughout this few months of being back, I've been doing a lot of reflection and thinking about life and  sometimes I get so absorbed about the little things in life, I forgot to step out of the picture and see what God has in store of me. 

Yes. For those who are wondering, I can safely say that I am a Christian :) 

It's been a long journey back from my Singapore days with God, but when I can back and when I looked back, I see how I've been trying to keep God out when He just wants me let me know more of goodness and His plans for me. God has blessed me with an amazing close group of friends who are mostly Christian/Catholic, who will have enlightening talks with me about Him and all and ever since accepting Him into my life I feel so much more everyday :) been attending church recently - mainly twice a week because of family issues - but one day I really hope that God provides me with the golden opportunity and the wisdom to tell my family about it, and no drama/fights please. I'm actually worried for Mid Autumn Fest/Death anniversaries now because I feel that I can't pray to them anymore but the explanation is going to be so hard. So I pray that God will help me through times like that. 

Anyways. The other day I coincidentally found out that this teacher of mine who inspired and encouraged me through JC a lot a lot - Mrs Jolin Lim, is from FCBC, just like one of the teachers who first introduced me to Christ, Mrs Marianne Kong :) and Mrs Lim has this beautiful Facebook note that I can't help to agree so I shall quote it below for your reference :) 

My prayer to God in times of trouble

Lord, help me to remember that no matter how dark my situation may become, You are the light of my life and can never be put out. No matter what dark clouds settle on my life, You will lift me above the storm and into the comfort of Your presence. Only You can take whatever loss I experience and fill that empty place with good. Only You can take the burden of my grief and pain and dry my tears.

In times of grief, suffering, or trial, I pray for an added sense of Your presence. I want to grow stronger in these times and not weaker. I want to increase in faith and not be overcome with doubt. I want to have hope in the midst of it and not surrender to hopelessness. I want to stand strong in Your truth and not be swept away by my emotions.

Thank you that You have delivered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, and my feet from falling. Thank you that I walk before You with hope in my heart and life in my body. Thank you that I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord. Even when my soul melts from heaviness, I pray that You would strengthen me according to Your word.

Help me to remember to give thanks to You in ALL things, knowing that You reign in the midst of them. Remind me that you have redeemed me and I am Yours and nothing is more important than that. I know when I pass through the waters You will be with me and the river will not overflow me. That’s because You are a good God and have sent your Holy Spirit to comfort and help me. I pray that You, God of Hope, will fill me with all joy and peace and faith, so that I will abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Thank you that You have sent Your Holy Spirit to be my Comforter and Helper. Remind me of that, in the midst of difficult times. Amen!

So right now, I remind myself that it's not my will, nor my wants that God grants, but rather what He has in store for me is so much better than what I think is good for me, and better than what I want. So I shall take this as a simple reminder for me to believe that He will provide, so why should I worry?

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." 

- Matthew 6:34 NIV 

And for most of my overseas readers, (I'm pretty sure you're reading mainly to find out more about this), here's the boyfriend (haha yes I still shrug calling him that kinda) who's been so amazing and caring - he's really godsend ☺️

He's Eugene, by the way ;) 

34 Of Birthdays

Today should be a special day, cause it's my birthday. Coincidentally I got throat infection, flu and fever on Tuesday. FML seriously haha. My friend was asking me why I MIA never reply their 12am texts, and that's cause for once I was in bed at 9pm. Who sleeps at nine seriously haha siao alr.

I never believed birthdays to be more special than any other day I guess. It's just like the day you were born - also meant as the day whereby your mum suffers that 9 month worth of menses  intense pain and give birth to you. For someone as teeny sized as my mummy, that would definitely hurt a lot. Mothers are such wonderful beings, they forgo a lot of their habits just to accommodate us - I wonder if I'll be able to survive without chocolate if some doctor tells me that it's harmful for the kid ._. Each of our mothers are warriors.

So I reached the conclusion that we're only celebrating birthdays because...
EVERYONE ELSE LOVES YOUR ARRIVAL IN THIS WORLD HEEHEE. *ego ego*

The best part (and the most awkward part) is the cake!! Even though you'll have to stand whilst everyone sings a song for you (And you just be an awkward turtle not knowing how to do - actually I'll sing along heh *buaypaiseh*),  everyone gets cake later on! Another question, why did people even started eating cake? Isn't it a bit funny how cake is made and people just suddenly decided to eat cake ._. Like:
"hey what's the round thing you got there that doesn't flop?"
"I don't know, but it tastes great why don't you join me?"
... "HEY THIS STUFF IS GOOD!"
wtf right hahahah it's quite amusing.

Shin's motto heeheee.

Birthdays do make you feel special when people's giving you presents and giving you cake, but everyday can be your birthday if you shower you and your friends with presents (okay don't indulge too much)? I don't know I think little notes and stuff are really really sweet on a.. fortnightly basis. HAHAHA I'm a greedy pig. 

Anyways this birthday was a really normal one, just like any other day. So here is what is on my playlist today. It's called Autumn Leaves by Ed Sheeran, it's mellow and soothing so I suppose it represents inner peace within me? Click the link and close your eyes :)

Another day another life

Passes by just like mine

It's not complicated

Another mind

Another soul

Another body to grow old

It's not complicated

Do you ever wonder if stars shine out for you?

Float down

Like Autumn leaves

And Hush now

Close your eyes before the sleep

And you're miles away

And yesterday you were here with me

Another tear

Another cry

Another place for us to die

It's not complicated

Another life that's gone to waste

Another light lost from your face

It's complicated

Is it that it's over or do birds still sing for you?

Float down

Like autumn leaves

And hush now

Close your eyes before the sleep

And you're miles away

And yesterday you were here with me

Ooh how I miss you

My symphony played the song that carried you out

And ooh I miss you

I miss you and I wish you'd stay

Do you ever wonder if stars shine out for you?

Float Down

Like Autumn leaves

And Hush now

Close your eyes before the sleep

And you're miles away

And yesterday you were here with me

Mhh, mhh, mhhh, mhhhhh

Touch down

Like a seven four seven

Stay out and we'll live forever now

2 years ago today, I was stargazing and just spending some time alone, then I broke down, for no apparent reason. I don't know is it just a mere release of emotions, or just reluctance to grow up. Today, the same thing happened again. (not the stargazing part heh. I need to control my tear glands somehow heehee) I keep telling myself that I'm legal now, I'm a big girl now. I will have to take things to my stride and be calm and composed at all times. (or maybe not) Instead of the normal "writing to yourself ten years ago", I'm wrote to my 18 year old self :)

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Dear Shin,

You're now 18, another milestone in your life. I'm glad to say through those 18 years, even though you brought bad experiences to some, you've positively influenced a couple more. People are blessed to have known you and they do love your sweet little thing you do for them, so keep that up :)

I just want you to know that even though things are hard and places huge pressure on you from time to time, you're not alone. You always have your teddies, Ma, Ba, Gor, Jie, and your friends to help you sail through the storm. I believe you will only emerge stronger from these experiences, because God has something better for you. So sail ahead, let go and let live.

The past year has been exceptionally hard on you, but you managed to bounce back faster than I expected you could. Unconsciously, you constantly improve yourself by challenging your own limits, do you know that? That's why I feel that you'll be able to be sensible enough and let your heart to be guarded by someone whom you can really trust in the future. I know it still hurts from time to time, but you know better now, don't you child?

However, you really need to change that stubbornness of yours. I get that determination is a good thing, but some things just won't work if you ram through it. You always head to things recklessly, and this time I would really want you to be more mature, sit down and think then carry out your next course of action.

You get too worked up at times, and then complain complain and complain. You have got to learn to accept the society you're in, it's not going to change for you. It's the sad truth of life, and when you can't change the world, you've got to take the first step and change yourself instead, you hear me? Learn to accept, learn to let go and forgive. It's tough I know, but you'll be able to see the world as a happier place after that. And that's the most awesome part of it all.

You also have to try not to fall sick so often or to stress yourself out easily. Cause apparently I saw a document that said that stress leads to low immunity, which probably explains why you're so sickly most of the time. You make people worry so much when you're sick, you know that? So don't be ill so often that people can't find you.

You know that avoiding things and pushing people away from you sometimes won't work. I get that you need alone time at times, but instead of just being bipolar and shutting everyone out, tell them beforehand that you need the time by yourself. You're giving them the respect they deserve by actually telling people what you're doing and they would give you space if they respect you equally. Being aggressive or ignorant won't solve the problem child, you got to learn soft skills, to soften down the tough protective casing you've placed around you to reach out to people. 

Most importantly child, be sure to keep your inner child with you. Even when you grow up and step into the corporate world, your inner child will be the one providing you with smiles and faith to carry on. So don't ever lose that, and don't ever lose your smile. Haven't you heard that the sexiest curve on a woman's body is her smile? ;)

Do love yourself more, because you're worth so much more. Push those negative thoughts that stream into your brain from time to time and promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think you are.

Love, 17yo Shin

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Anyways, thank you to those who made my birthday a special albeit sickly one - I now have Mrs Cuddles/Nuzzles from darling fencers; Ice Lemon Green Tea, Kitkat bars & cards from Sammie, Ping and Wanline, 50 flu pills and surgical masks from the Boarding School office LOLOLOL

Better text my mummy to thank her for her love all these years before I sleep, so ciao :)

(PS You should ALWAYS text your mummy to thank her on your birthday, because it's her sacrifice that brought you here.)

#22 Ping's first time

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Two weeks ago, I was notified by Churpchurp that I won a pair of tickets to the Hollywood After Party! *bimbo scream* (this is the first time I actually won something and went for it so yeah excited la! Summore to so atas place even happier lol /Aunty/) Actually I also don't know what is HAP la (I will short form it cause too lazy to type full name) so I went to google it!

I don't know if you guys can see what it says, but I was lucky enough to be given the chance catch the LAST EVER HOLLYWOOD AFTER PARTY 2013 HAHAHHA. Sounds interesting la, but a bit bohua on me for beer hahaha. But got free band, get in to see see look look and got one free drink, not bad at all :> so yeah luh why waste a nearly $50 bucks treat!

I went to loan camera from @coolchlo cause I know how much iPhone's night view photos kinda suck la, so yeah haha she forgot pass me memory card so in the end I had to go and beg and borrow from people haha. THANKYOU to all those who helped make this an even memorable experience for me since I get to capture them down in moments! And seriously Nex-5 isn't that bad a camera at all for people who love to use Auto and there are special features too :)

I was actually supposed to go with another friend to create some special memories but due to certain happenings I didn't. But THANKYOU Ping for agreeing to come up with me so impromptu and if not for you I would have went there to hobo alone lol.

We met at Vivo first, and I, as usual being held up somewhere, came late. And we decided to have Texas Chicken since I was craving for chicken like uhm.. Forever. Quote JH, "you're always thinking about fried chicken" and that, might be true LOL. But it's always great talking to Ping, no awkwardness, no nothing despite having so many overlapping social circles. It's kind of nice to even know she's around you mugging haha. Someone you can fall back on :) really grateful for my girlfriends :') we both concluded that this will probably be our last time partying before the end of As heh.

Anyways, since I managed to find out that fireworks starts at 8, we just dilly dally our way there. I took Ping to take the monorail for the first time hohoho. She excited like dunno what like she's the non-Singaporean here please. She 'oooh' and 'aaah'-ed on the monorail HAHA. To the left you see her all dressed up so excited to keep her monorail ticket stub as memorabilia ahhaha.

After we took our mandatory globe photo, we went to the group sales counter to get our tickets la. I went there I told the guy I am from Nuffnang, then he was like 'huh'. Its true that both Nuffnang and Churpchurp are under Netcentric but clearly this guy doesn't know that lol. Then I tell him I won the blogger thing then he went, 'oh can I have your IC' and I think to double confirm he ask me what's my twitter name. When I said 'fuzzycuddlybear' he look down trying to stifle his laughter and Ping also laugh like nobody's business lol. So mean can!! But never mind, fuzzycuddlybear still got to go to USS Hollywood After Party :D

See the irony of role reversal here HAHAHA. 

This was what fuzzycuddlybear wore, like what a typical Singaporean will wear (which Grace will definitely frown upon, she's like my fashion mentor LOL)


Shirt:  London Tee bought from Grace 
Shorts: Mangoooooo
Slippers: Havainas

And this was what the Singaporean kid Ping wore: Shirt+ skirt+flats. So not-Singapore!

It's seriously a very nice feeling to go for a vacation a bit out of Singapore! USS is very pricey to enter and of course you'll expect it to be heavily decorated, sure enough they really do try to make your experience as memorable as ever!


We first went to the river/lake bank to try to catch a fish. LOL NO, kidding la, cause look at fireworks ma! All the kiasu people sitting there and patiently waiting hurhur. Then the much anticipated fireworks did not disappoint, it was really really pretty!

Hee starting to get extremely proud of my photog skills HAHAHA
After so long not holding a cammie I can still get some decent photos eh :p

Some fireworks were really really loud. Like this. 

It started off as normal as this.

And what did you know? Next second it was a really deafening BOOOOOM

Then it reverts back to normal. A bit like PMS hahahah

But nevertheless really really really preddy <3

All the Singaporean kids keep going 'ooh' and 'aah' And I'm like: "all the Singapore Go Green efforts gone down the drain." This Ping lagi* best: "if someone gets kills nobody will know" (cause got really loud fireworks) Seriously haha my Malaysian childhood was really fun cause I remember illegally lighting up fireworks every Chinese New Year! Damn freaking fun seriously!! But okay let's not side track.

They had mini game sessions (for the kids and family games) carried out by the emcee, was kinda fun. One round for the kids went like this: they were supposed to formed two teams, and rally to get the longest Congo line possible. and I was like, 'huh? Why they want to form Punggol line? Cannot Circle Line meh?' /Facepalm. Yeah I know. But anyways yeah haha Ping and I joined in and our line won YAY! And the family game was like dancing to Gangnam style wtf the angmohs damn gungho AHHA.

They also had a live band to perform, the Goodfellas! And my they were pretty good :) we missed their first session, but managed to catch their second one! They started with Titanium, and hey they were good! Ping and I were like the only awkward two people singing and highing. Like CLUBBING LIKE THAT LOL. The lighting effects made it SO SO MUCH COOLER HAHA. Other people all stone face one. The adults no fun!! Saw this grannie shaking her body to the music seriously, and the adults still stone face. Kinda agree w Ping 

they might be too busy making out haha.

(Top) Awesome rocker lightings!


(Left) A mum clubbing with her kid haha.
TSK TSK So young already know how to club

We can go to counters to claim our free drinks! It's kinda badass like you getting your own bartender. So I went drinking..with three hot guys btw!! So excited right!!!

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With coke. And the sesame street guys HAHA.
You jelly? ;)

Anyways we went around taking photos and squealing to really cute merchandise that we saw! USS has improved since last year I think, they are 'trying to catch up with the footsteps of the ever changing society and meet global demand' LOL Sorry was reading Econs previously. Anyways we really spent a lot of time taking photos with our happy faces and yes lol. Elmo was too cute to be resisted.

LOL This photo is from their photograph shop. I took it to looks as if I took this HAHAHA. Turns out not.

ADORABLE CUPCAKES OHMYGOD. Too bad nobody wanted to buy HAHA.

ME LOVE ME ELMO! BUY ONE FOR ME!!!!
(Actually I like the cap better but ohwells ELMO SO KEWT!)

THEY EVEN SELL LIGHT SABERS!! OMG WOULD HAVE TOTALLY BOUGHT ONE IF NOT FOR THE URGE TO SAVE MONEY AND IT COSTS LIKE $10.90 HAHAHAH FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!!

Sweetheart Award to me *muacks muacks*

It suddenly hit me why Nuffnang and Churpchurp always give out freebies. Cause as bloggers we probably need to share interesting events of our lives to our readers, and they provide us opportunities to spice up our life! I mean it's free and all so why not right? You join Churpchurp and tweet a tweet that has their required words and you can win something like this, cool or what!! So to win event or movie passes like this you can always join Nuffnang or Churpchurp! Since blogging need maintainence, I suggest y'all join Churpchurp since its just tweeting and asking people to help you click, very easy one, just click here to get started --> http://sg.churpchurp.com/share/sgchuprise2 :)

What made me the happiest tonight was that I managed to share a 'first time' with my bestie, craze over Elmo and have my first ever 'clubbing' experience haha. I'm not really a clubber (and never will be) so this might be my closest ever limit to clubbing. And I jumped too much my feet hurts. But I think to promote school spirit, Hwachong should probably combine all four fac outings and come together to have a Hollywood After Party for all of us :) It's fun and it'll make us totally cool and let people be super envious! What do you think what do you think?

All in all, 050113 was a really good and meaningful day besides a lot of crap that happened :) I hope you had a good day too!

P.S. After story: Ping wanted to go to the washroom and I didn't. So I took her bag (along with her handphone and everything) and waited outside. Halfway I was so bored I decided to go in and wait for her. AND THEN HAHA This woman just came out and just walked out after washing her hands and combing her bangs and totally never see me okay! So I trailed behind her and took the following shots:

  
            1. Trailing Ping          2. Panic. WTH is she?!     3. OH There you are!