Wasn't until a tear a few minutes ago, I realize that this was the feeling that I was expected of 5 years ago, a feeling that led to some of my boarding mates just wanting to go home - yes I'm homesick.
I just want to curl into my mummy's arms and be in my bedroom and let her tell me that everything will be fine in the end. It isn't until now that I truly understand why some people feel so miserable when being homesick. But I guess I shouldn't disturb my mummy since she's not feeling well.
I've been told since young that she's no ordinary mother, and yes my mummy is no ordinary mother, the things she did for us is way too much to be listed down. For one, she drived at 180km/h over half of Malaysia (around 330km from KL to Johor) every weekend when her first child, my sister came to Singapore. I didn't start out to be on good terms on her I guess, since she was always busy and we always quarreled (everyday. Not kidding you I was once that ill-tempered. Once she even slapped me okay :( but it really wasnt my fault)
I'm not sure if you ever heard of this song, it's called 'Never Grow Up' by Taylor Swift. I find it a very apt description of us teenagers & adults trying to find our way through life, also wanting to return to our simple childhood.
Gonna fall asleep to Taylor tonight, hope you guys rest well too :)
